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hOla..
hmm..not much reallie qoinq on lately. last niqht i went by my aunt Cathy's hOuse and BS'ed with her for about 3 hOurs. God i love that lady. she is so easy to talk to abOut ANYTHING in this world. then i came hOme and chatted online for a lil bit with ppl, then went to bed.
today had socioloqy then babysat Tia. she's so entertaininq. my God. i can't stand it. came home. laid down for a lil bit, ate dinner, then toniqht me & Krisandra went down to Edqewater. went to Barnes & Nobles, Coconuts, Bed, Bath & Beyond to see Ray Ray but he was on break, Starbucks, stopped by Amanda's to scan suttin, then by aunt Deb's who is sick, so tomorrow i qotta qo visit her, onward to aunt Chris' to print suttin out, then came here and watched Real World and the last few inninqs of the Division Series qame. ...i'm not a happy person riqht now. uqh. it's okie. usually they lose the first qame then bounce back. i qot faith in my boys <3333 ..sorry, my dad's from the Bronx. it's my birth riqht to be a Yankees fan.
sooo tomorrow i qot a math test =\ ... then an SGC meetinq. fun fun. then idk what ima do. riqht now, ima qo talk to Sissy..who just left me!! wtf Krystle?! it's okie. i still luff you.
*KiShEz*
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[03 Oct 2004|02:55pm] |
who missed me?
so yeah..just finished unpackinq everythinq. truthfully, this weekend was just nOt happy. between qoinq away, havinq left thinqs behind at hOme to carry on my shOulders, to some shyt i had to put up with all weekend, i spent mOst of the time cryinq in my room. last retreat i had one of the best times of my life and there was just this complete 180 chanqe. suttin inside of me on Thursday said not to qo, but i did and look what happened. the only qood thinq abOut this trip was i really found a biq brother fiqure in Marc and i just wanna say thank yOu for all you did for me and beinq a shoulder to cry on <33.. oh, and i also made friends with 3 quys from SAB, Dieqo, Jamie & Allan - and i also wanna thank Jamie, who didn't even know me, yet came over by me when he saw i was lyinq in bed cryinq on Friday and for just listeninq to me and offering his advice and concern. thanks babe! xOxOx ...so thas abOut it. really bOred. kinda tired and hunqry but more so depressed and really hurt abOut some thinqs, but whatever. i'll deal. i always do.
*KiShEz*
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[30 Sep 2004|09:48pm] |
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*waves* i'll be back on Sunday!!
so yeah..today i had only Enqlish, came home, then went by aunt Debbie's for a lil bit to qet a duffle baq then aunt Dawn called me and asked me to watch Tia cause she had to do suttin, so i went there til about 4:30, went and picked up my pix for Sissy's party [ omq! they all came out sooo friqqen cute! ] Sunday niqht i'm qoinq by aunt Cathy's and ima scan em and fix any red eye .. coz as you all know, almost every pic i take, i qet it!! then ima print some out coz i qotta frame a few of them so anyone wants to see them, lemme kno and ill email them to you. uhh what else? then arOund 5:30 Mary came and qot me with Ico, Chris & Watson. we went to Berqenfield, chilled at Ico's then dropped them off in Edqewater, then went out to dinner at Outback then i came home & packed and now i'm bakinq for this weekend.
Sissy!! i'll missss youuuu!! <333 ..and i quess ill miss everyone else too lol ...maybe - k..ima qo.. ill write on Sunday
*KiShEz*
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hi hi ... k..some quick announcements:
1. I am the CHAIRPERSON! of the Misc. Committee for SGC!! woo! go me!
2. On October 20th, me, alonq with Marc, Ryan, Tiesha, Reqqie, Jimmy, Natalie & Diana will be speakinq at the 'Relationship Rules & Survivinq Rejection' conference at school, qivinq out advice on datinq/heartbreak/etc. hehe..very excited
3. I'll be in Upstate NY [Callicoon, NY] this weekend from Oct. 1st to the 3rd with SGC for the Leadership Retreat. if anyone needs me, call the cell.
4. MTV will be at my school Oct. 25th for *Rock the Vote*
5. last week at this time, me & Sissy were doinq last minute candles for her party!! aww..don worry Sissy. my weddinq will come arOund soon enouqh...altho first, i need to find a boyfriend..lol
so yeah ... =) that made my day.
umm..i dOnno. there's just some stuff qoinq on in my life riqht now i reallie don wanna deal with..but it's the perks of beinq a teenaqer i quess riqht?
ohh..this is my horoscope from yesterday:
This is quite a mentally active day for you, with your mind pushing into new territory. You might be thinking about an upcoming trip or just daydreaming about escaping to a tropical island getaway. Your thoughts can take you on a journey into the far reaches of the universe and you'll still be back in time to answer the ringing telephone. Cut yourself some slack and let yourself dream. You never know which one will come true.
hmmm... you never know which one will come true. - i qot a few dreams in mind...so hopefully..for once? maybe it'll be my turn?? who knows...
k..i'm out.
*KiShEz*
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[27 Sep 2004|03:37pm] |
1 person you could spend hours talkinq online with
1) Sissy!!
2 sports you either play now or want to play
1) football
2) does gymnastics count?
3 tv shows that you watch everyday
1) Friends
2) Will & Grace
3) Golden Girls
4 places you would dream of livinq
1) NYC
2) Orlando, when it's not hurricane season
3) California
4) somewhere far from here
5 thinqs you want in a dream quy
1) easy to talk to
2) can make me lauqh
3) knows how to treat me
4) doesn't use me to qet what he wants, then leaves me
5) nice teeth and qood hygiene
6 favortie drinks (can be alcoholic)</b>
1) seltzer
2) sweet iced tea
3) lemonade
4) Mike's Hard Lemonade
5) dunkachinnos
6) chocolate milk
7 sonqs that annoy you </b>
1) anythinq by Hilary Duff
2) Pieces of Me & Shadow [i'm sorry. i like Ashlee, but she needs new sonqs]
3) On The Way Down [see above]
4) umm ... i actually donno reallie.
5) anythinq
6) that's
7) played out
8 days of the year you like</b>
1) January 24th!! [my birthday for those who donno!]
2) March 16th [day my cuz Sam was born]
3) Febuary 18th [day my cuz Devin was born]
4) September 17 [SGC retreat]
5) September 18 [SGC retreat]
6) September 19 [SGC retreat]
7) Halloween
8) umm ... idk??
9 things you do when your bored
1) sleep
2) qo online
3) write
4) drive around aimlessly
5) listen to music
6) watch tv
7) talk on the phone
8) sinq
9) read [yes! i know how to!]
10 things you look forward to in life
1) qettinq closer with everyone in SGC
2) qraduatinq colleqe
3) meetinq Mr. Riqht [if he actually is out there..]
4) hopefully qettinq married
5) havinq kids
6) becominq a successful teacher
7) livinq without the support of my parents
8) all my cousins qrowinq up *tear*
9) qettinq out of this town!!
10) hopefully qettinq everythinq i want in life
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...went sooo well!! aww!! I love you Sissy! i'm so qlad her niqht went well. she looked absolutely beautiful!! the court looked amazinq!! everyone loved [and cried durinq!] the candle cermony. the place was decorated so pretty! after all that stress lifted, and we all knew everythinq was done, i think that's what made the niqht so enjoyable.
i wanna say i'm sorry to Cait, Alina, Robbie & Shana for drivinq them insane yesterday. you quys knew that yesterday was really important to me, and i was worried somethinq was qonna qo wronq, and i didn't want that to happen. so please forqive the bitchiness and thank you for helpinq me qet ready, especially Shay for doinq my hair so nice!!
umm..i qot a few pix left on the camera i qotta take. anyone wanna see the candle ceremony lemme kno coz i recorded it. i'm feelinq a lot better. now i'm just a lil stuffy but my sore throat is qone so thas qood.
uhh..thas reallie it for now?? i'm qonna qo qet dressed and shyt. i'll write more later if i do anythinq interestinq.
*KiShEz*
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hola...
yeh..havent updated in a few days. been kinda sick =/
Tuesday i babysat Tia from 1:30 til 3, then went out wit her & aunt Dawn. came home, and fell asleep. woke up for dinner, then fell back asleep. took a shower, then went to bed at 9pm, and woke up at 9:30am the next mOrninq.
Wednesday i had an SGC meetinq, then went and qot the crew from school. drove Cait to work, then came home & did some shyt arOund here. picked her up from work, then just chilled at her house. came home & talked to Sissy about some stuff for her party.
today, didn qo to school cause i woke up and didn have a voice and i couldnt swallow. i'm supposed to qo to the doctors later on, but i reallie don wanna =/ umm..i picked up my dress! yay! i still qotta qet her qift tomorrow. and i qotta qet my nails done. i don see any of this happeninq but ill make sure it does!! toniqht we have to finish her candles. i think we qot like 6 left??
and now i'm just here. doinq nothinq. k..i'll write more later or w.e
*KiShEz*
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[20 Sep 2004|08:34pm] |
...is the only way to pOssibly describe this weekend. omg. time of my life!!
Friday: k..so i qet to the schOol arOund 9:30 and i'm one of the first ppl there, so i help Diana and Kiesha make up the folders..so everyone starts pilinq in and we're all just chillinq, waitinq for the bus to come..so finally arOund 10:30 it does..so we load up everythinq and head off. on the way there, we watched Soul Plane - funnnny ass movie! i recommand it to anyone. uhh..so we qet there arOund 12:30 and qo to the hotel, which was absolutely beautiful, so we knew our villas were qonna be hott.. so anyway, the ppl tell us we can't check in til 4 but they'll do their best to try and speed thinq up..so we each lunch then qo to the conference room where all our meetinqs were held. so we did some activities and shyt, then they told us our villas were ready, so we loaded the shuttle and drove down the road to them ... OMGGG
k...now..this is how they were broken down, but of course no one slept in their assiqned ones.
in mine was: me, Tiesha, Mary, Priscilla & Sherri -- next door was: Marc, Diana, Kiesha & Malou. across the parkinq lot was: Ryan, Anqel, Craiq and Alex then next to them was: Jimmy, Milton, Richard & Reginold.
k..now let me describe them:
when you walk in, there's 2 fliqhts of stairs - one leadinq upstairs, one leadinq downstairs. downstairs, there was 2 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, one in which had a sauna and jacuzzi in it -- then upstairs was a full livinq room, full kitchen and dininq area, complete with fire place, two balconies and a deck...and each Villa had this..omgg it was like we were on the Real World or suttin. it was sooo hott
k..so we did a few more meetinqs and group activities, then ate dinner and went swimming afterwards then back to the villas.
we were qonna have a jacuzzi party in our's but moved it next door, then moved the party back over by us, where we played Truth or Dare Extreme ...wow. all i qotta say is wow... needless to say, the rest of the eveninq was quite qood... =)
Saturday: we qot up and all went for breakfast, then had some more meetinqs. we did this one qroup activity where we all sat in a circle & had to describe either our happiest moment, saddest moment, or biqqest influence. this, definitely brouqht us all closer toqether. like, when i say majority of everyone was cryinq, and we were just all comfortinq each other, it really felt like we were a family. it was really nice.
later that afternoon we had a speaker come in who completely rocked. he was so funny and made the lecture really enjoyable. ate dinner, then played this qame, Shipwrecked. what is it, we're divided into 2 teams. on mine was me, Ryan, Marc, Craiq, Mary, Priscilla and Alex...and you're either blindfolded or qet tape over your mouth, except one person has both on[Marc on our team] and we qotta do all these challenqes and help each other out. my team won!! yay!!
k..so then later that niqht everyone aqain came to our villa and we all just chilled. dress ALL THE GUYS UP IN MAKEUP!! omggg! that shyt was funnnnnnnyyyy!!! wow. krazii ass times. uhh..then we all kinda just chilled then went to bed....
Sunday: we had our final meetinq, then all had lunch. it was reallie nice, coz we moved all the tables toqether and talked about the weekend and how we felt cominq in and qoinq out of it. definitely a really qood moment. sooo of course the bus is 2 hours late; cominq home we watched Gothika, and now here i am. WHO MISSED ME?!
i'm qonna leave this entry with a bunch of memories from this weekend
-"holy shyt! she wouldn open the door for us!" - now, imaqine if we sent the black boys?? she woulda shot em!!
-baby shark! dooobeedoobaadooo!
-ride the pony!! all the qrindinq "this is a children's qame!" k..you don't make a bunch of colleqe kids play a qame called RIDE THE PONY!
-"excuse me. only 10 ppl allowed in the hott tub at a time" we're a family! one qoes, WE ALL GO!
-flappaqe in the jacuzzi ... need i say more?!
-truth or dare extreme -- the title says it all!
-lap dances and porn positions
-what happens in the jacuzzi room, stays in the jacuzzi room ;) <33
-BOOM! BAM! BOOM! work it Jimmy!!
-the elevator and the many chanqes in it [k..qo to the second floor, take it to the fifth, then qet off, walk around to the other side of the hotel, then take that to the sixth floor]
-spit or swallow? spit. where? uhhh...in the niqhtstand drawer! ..i feel bad for the maids that qotta clean that up!!!
-Shipwrecked and the bondaqe. "now we qet to tie you quys toqether." ohh! kinky!!
-can we not throw me into the podium please?! save the rouqh stuff for later on toniqht
-porn picture sessions. "someone dim the liqhts"
-qettin panted "his ass blushed!!"
-SOMEONE COME TURN ON THE LIGHT FOR ME!
-all our code names!! fruit//office supples & animals [Kel aka Pumpkin. "why Pumpkin" boy you qot a penis! you tryinq to tell me you havent looked at her tits!?] -- [Scoth tape. "why?" cause you hold it all toqether!]
-orgasmic name calls on the bus ride home. "tell me you heard that." i sure as hell did!!
-whip it out! whip it out!!
-can you put your leq behind your head? HOLY SHYT!! SHE CAN!!!
-where were you last niqht?! oh never mind. we all know.
-there's a hair in the food! "excuse me. we prefer the NON HAIR SALAD!"
-can i qet some sweet iced tea? "oh..we all know what they used to sweeten it!"
-he had cum on his hand! it wasnt JERGINS lotion. IT WAS JERKINS!!
-the card qame! "who invited this shyt?! i don like it!"
-complete bathroom whore =X
-the bus ride home & all the pix we took of everyone sleepinq
*SGC Retreat 'o4
The Poconos - 9/17/04 - 9/19/04
TIME OF MY FCKING LIFE!!
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hello darlinqs..
ummm...what did i do today? i had class til 9:20, then i came home and went by aunt Deb's house. chilled there, then we went to Edqewater to run some errands and for lunch, then to the Ave to get some stuff for Sissy's sweet 16. went home, then went to qet my dress taken in. qotta pick it up next Thursday. came back home, fell asleep, woke up, went to eat wit my mommy, then went wit aunt Deb by my Nonna's house to qet Danny and take Bridqet home..came home, showered, packed for PA, and now i'm here.
A few announcements
1. i'll be in the Poconos til Sunday. i should be home around 3/4. if anyone needs me, call my cell phone.
2. i'm now an official senator for the SGC! gooo me!!! thanks to everyone that gave me their support and siqnatures. <33
3. Sissy's party is officially in ONE WEEK! [coz now it's 12:01]
4. Happy anniversary - lmao. [he knows what i mean]
5. K-Dizzle, hope your 19th birthday was awesome! I love you qirlie!! *DK4L!!!!* - sorry i didn't update yesterday.
okie..now that that's all settled, i'm qonna qo help Krys with the rest of her candles. i'll write on Sunday about this weekend
*KiShEz*
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[15 Sep 2004|11:57pm] |
ad0rable kRissy[11:56PM]:lmfao
::smooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooching::
SISSY!!!! omg, im fucking kissing him!!! holy shyt, hes soo cute!!
**: hmm kel im sorry to stop, but what was that noise
kel: uhmm, uhmm, uhmm, i didnt hear anything
**: let me see your phone
kel::okiee
**:; who the fuck is '' i love his cock ''
kel:: uhmmm idkkk
kel:: krys whos ''i love his cock''
krys:: ohhh i was fucking around with ur phone
kel:: krystttleee he thinks i love your cock!!!!
krys:: i dont have one god damnit!!!!!!
kel:: u ruind our kiss!!!!
krys::ill pray to my grandma!!!!!
**:: kelly kiss me
kelly:: uhmm okie
smo0o0o0o0o0o0ochheeeezzzz
ad0rable kRissy [11:56 PM]: heheheheh
LMFAO ...God I love you Sissy!! <3333
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hOla...
haha..so tOday, so asshOle ran a stop siqn and almost killed me qoinq to schOol, resultinq in me beinq late for Enqlish, but my prof didn't mind. uhh..i saw a lot of people today from CP lol. saw Miquel in the parkinq lot, then he walked me to math class...qot into math, and found out Carissa, Krystal & Sevey are in it with me! wow ... we learned how to multiply tOday! [for thOse who donno, i qot a learninq disabilty in math, so basically i need to be tauqht everythinq over aqain.] umm..after class i harrassed more peOple and qot the rest of my siqnatures!!! i saw Biq Mario!! and made him siqn it - Sayat siqned just cause i'm from CP. i harrassed Aras and Luis and they finally siqned it, so yay =)
umm..then i came home and kinda slept til dinner, then ate, then kinda just chilled arOund home. watched the season premieres of 7th Heaven and Everwood.
umm..excitinq news! last niqht me & Sissy qot the most important candles done with!!! i'm very proud and i know everyone will love them. speakinq of, she doesn't feel well =( FEEL BETTER SISSY! I LOVEEEEE YOU LOTS & LOTS! and if yOu want, i'll bring yOu soup tomorrow
ummm..that's it reallie...so yeah..i'm qonna qo.
*KiShEz*
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*Prayer of the Broken Heart*
Dear God
There is just so much inside me I don't want to feel.
Please make it disappear.
The pain eats away
and soon there will be nothinq to me left.
I love him, but I can't.
I need him, but I can't.
I want him, but I can't.
I lonq for him, but I can't
My dreams are haunted by his face.
My mind is clouded by his voice.
My soul is embraced by his once qentle touch.
Dear God
Please make the pain qo away.
The hurt is overtakinq me.
The tears are drowinq me.
The sorrow is sufficatinq me
and soon there will be nothinq to me left.
..I don't wanna hurt anymore..
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uqhhhh....okie...once aqain:
yesterday: had class at 11, which caused me to have to park in West Bumblefuck and walk 10000 miles to the main buildinq. had theatre. watched some excerpts of musicals. it was fun. class ended at 1:50 but i stayed til 2 to talk to my prOfessor about some stuff. after class i walked downstairs to qo to the students' center to qet my SGC petition siqned and as i'm walkin passed the SGC lounqe i hear "hey Kel!" and i turn, and Marc's there, wavinq so i qo back over by him and we BS for a few minutes. he asked if i was qoinq to PA with them this upcominq weekend..i said hopefully, if i qet all my siqnatures and what did i do? get majority of them on Friday! i need 55 more which i will qet done Monday morninq! woo qo me!
last niqht me & the crew went out to eat then to aunt Darra's and played Life all niqht with Ilene & Nicholas. twas fun =)
Napkin! Napkin! // i am not black!! - NO BUT WE ARE!! // Amanda's the father of my baby!! // $48 check at Quick Chek but we did qet a free bottle of water & snickers bar - how? - the quy kept starinq at my chest - WAY TO USE THE GIRLS KEL!! // Mini Milano or cupcake anyone?
today: met up wit Krissy at Carla's salon so she could qet her hair dyed [aww it looks so pretty!]. chilled there for a while, then came home. went by aunt Deb's. met Danny's qirlfriend Bridqet. had dinner wit the family. it was nice
then toniqht we went to the Nearies' for Kevin's birthday. holy shit i had such a qood time! we BSed the whole niqht about everythinq and everyone and i just had a realllly nice time. around 10 we took Bridqet home then i went and qot Robbie, Caitlin & Vicky. drove arOund for a while, then i took them all home. some pretty interestinq convos in the car ;) ... found out Vicky & Nick are official. yay!! <33
and now, i'm here, qettinq ready to qet off in a few minutes.
*KisHeZ*
one quick note to Miss Krissy:
K-Dizzle..remember!
Blondes TEASE but Brunettes PLEASE
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[10 Sep 2004|05:38pm] |
1. What's your favorite kind of apple? winesap
2. Strawberry shortcake or strawberry ice cream? ice cream
3. Stop signs - how many sides do they have [don't cheat]? 8 hehe..i'm smart
4. Have you ever been pulled over by a cop? no
5. Do you run stop lights? yes it's a bad habit, i know
ORANGE
1. Orange juice or orange smoothee? juice
2. Do you like Orange Julius? no?
3. Make up a word that rhymes with orange and define it: porange: an already peeled orange
4. What was the name of the orangish Care Bear? Friend Bear
5. Do you like orange marmalade? no
YELLOW
1. Do you prefer sunny days or rainy days? i like the rain, but it has to be AFTER i get home from class..coz driving to school in the rain is a bitch coz Hackensack tends to flood..
2. Do you like lemon cake or lemon meringue pie more? elw neither
3. Do you run yellow lights? ..isnt that what they're for? to speed up?
4. What's your favorite yellowish flower? yellow roses
5. Do you like yellow or pink lemonade more? yellow
GREEN
1. What's your favorite green plant/shrub/tree? palm
2. What does green make you think of? money
3. Do you turn green when you're nauseous? no
4. Why aren't there any green mammals? idk?
5. What's more nauseating - lime green or olive green? olive
BLUE
1. Do you like blues music? yeh
2. Does the color blue make you sad? no. i heart blue
3. Why is the sky blue? cause God's a NC Tarheel fan!
5. Are bluebirds and bluejays the same thing? no?
PURPLE
1. Is Tinky Winky your favorite Teletubby? no. Lala is
2. Why do so many old people wear purple? idk?
3. Do you know a guy who wears purple or pinkish purple? yepp
4. Have you or anyone you know ever had purple hair? yepp [know ppl]
5. Why is Prince so obsessed with all that is purple? cause it's pretty!
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..lmao me & Vicky left for school at like 6:40. we had time to stop for friqqen breakfast and i was still a half hour early. classes went well today. have a paper due next Thursday for socioloqy and an essay due on Monday for enqlish comp so i qotta do that this weekend.
hmm..what else did i do today? not much really. came home arOund 12:30 and slept til 4. ate dinner, showered, just hunq around here. around 9ish my cuz called me, so me & her went to Starbucks and to Pathmark cause she's sick. aww, feel better Kris <3
uhh..thas reallie about it lol. i qot theatre class tomorrow from 11 to 1:50. i still need to get 177 more siqnatures on my SGC petition in order to obtain a senator position in it, so that means tomorrow i qet to walk around campus and harrass people =) i'm also qonna try and qet Sissy food and drop it off before her cheerleadinq practice. if i can't, i promised i'd take her for quesadillas one niqht. her party is in 2 weeks! yay!!!!
okie..thas about it reallie. not much has been qoinq on. i kno, i'm borinq. qet over it
*KiShEz*
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[08 Sep 2004|05:33pm] |
i was listeninq to this sonq before and like, it was the first time i actually sat and really listened to it, and when it finished, i was just like ...holy shyt. this is the exact way i feel about certain thinqs and certain people...
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much time cannot erase.
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much time cannot erase.
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone, all along
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
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hola...
so yeah..um, nothinq reallie interestinq qoinq on at the moment. i almost died qoinq to school today, so i turned arOund and came home. sorry, but my life is a lil more important than math class. yesterday i drOve Vicky to schoOl. aww! i felt like a mOther, cause it was her first day. "have a good day dear! stay out of trOuble. make me prOud! lol..
i think i'm qoinq to PA from the 17th to the 19th. thank God. i need to qet out of this fckinq town and all the drama it brinqs alonq with it.
well, i've been home the past 3 niqhts, cause no one has called me. i dOnno if they're mad at me, or whatnot, but yeah, whatever. if they wanna talk or whatever, they qot my number.
i sent Sissy back her RSVP for her party. i qotta qet my dressed altered. it shOuld be a fun niqht. i'm excited. i'm just a lil worried, cause at the last 4 sweet 16's i've been to, suttin's gOne wronq [not for the birthday qirl, for me] and i usually end up in the bathroom cryinq for an hour. oooh, and i qotta qet her qifts this weekend. yay! *smiles*
k..ima qo watch Friends..
*KiShEz*
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[06 Sep 2004|09:10pm] |
bold all that apply to you
I have been drunk
I have kissed a member of the opposite sex
I have been to Japan
I rode in a taxi
I have been in love
I've had sex
I've had sex in public
I've shoplifted
I have been fired
I have cut myself on purpose
I have smoked pot
I have been in a fist fight
I've had a 3-some
I've snuck out of my parent's house
I have been tied up (but in the good way)
I've celebrated New Year's in Time Square
I've gone on a blind date
I've skipped school
I've slept with a co-worker
I have thrown up in a bar
I have purposely set myself on fire
I have eaten sushi
I have been snowboarding
I have been happy with myself
I have met a movie star
I had sex in a pool
I went to a prom with someone of the same sex
I've bungee jumped
I have been to a pop concert
I have dated someone for over a year
I sold naked pictures of myself
I have been in a car accident
I have slept in the nude
I've eaten cheesecake
I've had jury duty
I've hated someone without knowing them
I have been to Maine
I've shot a real gun
I've ran around with my trousers around my ankles
I've gotten my ass kicked
I've been caught smoking
I've worn boxers
I've had anal sex
I've milked a cow
I've got in a verbal fight with a teacher
I've cheated on someone
Lied one time in this survey
Lied more then once in this survey
Threw a party at a friends house when they were gone
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[05 Sep 2004|02:16pm] |
+ name: kelli
+ nicknames: kel . kiki . kellimuhlynn . hollywood
+ sex: female
+ birthdate: 01.24.86
+ place of birth: englewood, nj
+ current residence: cliffside park
+ current hair color: brunette
+ eye color: light brown
+ height: 5'3
+ writing hand: riqht
random...
+ do you bite your nails: yeh
+ can you roll your tongue: yeh
+ can you raise one eyebrow at a time: yeh
+ can you blow smoke rings: no
+ can you blow spit bubbles: yeh
+ can you cross your eyes: no
+ colored hair: dark brown with like caramel hiqhliqhts
+ piercings and where: ears
+ do you make your bed daily: yeh
+ which shoe goes on first: idk?
+ speaking of shoes, thrown one at someone: yeh
+ how much money is usually in your wallet: between 10 and 20
+ what jewelery do you wear: my star necklace, class rinq, and nom. bracelet
+ what's sexiest on a guy: nothinq ;) ... heheh ..nah, jp. uhh..if they qot nice definition to their arms, a wifebeater and baqqy jeans
+ how many cereals are in your cabinet: like 5
+ what utensils do you use when eating pizza: my hands, or if it's reallie hott a fork and knife
+ how often do you brush your teeth: 2 or 3 times a day
+ how often do you shower/bathe: daily, sometimes twice
+ how long do these showers last: anywhere from 5 to 20 minutes
+ hair drying method: air or blowdry
+ do you paint your nails: yeh
+ do you mumble to yourself: yeh
+ do you burp in public: only when im wit my friends lol
+ person you talk most on the phone with: Caitlin, Amanda & Vicky
+ what color is your bedroom: baby blue
+do you use an alarm clock: no
+ name one thing or person you're obsessed with: idk
+ ever sunbathed in the nude: no
+ window seat or aisle: window
+ what's your sleeping position: stomach, head facing left
+ what kind of bed do you like: a comfy one
+ in hot weather do you use a blanket: yeh, coz i keep the AC all the way up
+ do you snore: no
+ do you sleepwalk: i used to lol
+ do you talk in your sleep: i don think so. i apparently moan tho?? lol
+ lights on or off: off
+ do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on: sometimes the tv
last time you...
+ watched bambi: wow a while aqo
+ cried: the other niqht
+ talked on the phone: about 15 minutes aqo
+ read a book: last week
+ punched someone: July
+ where do you see yourself ten years from now: hopefully married, with children and successful
+ who are you gonna be married to and where: idk about who ... where, probly in a church?
+ how many kids do you want to have: 3
+ your profession: teacher with a deqree in actinq as well
- -right/now- -
Current Clothes: grey Berqen sweatshirt and jeans
Current Mood: hunqry and bored
Current Taste: strawberry lipqloss
Current Make-Up: nothinq
Current Hair Style: down
Current Annoyance: boredem
Current Smell: Heavenly by Victoria's Secret
Current Thing You SHOULD be Doing: qettinq ready to qo out
Current Desktop Picture: a scene from Wicked with lyrics from Defyinq Gravity
Current Book: uhh..it was Gossip Girl
Current CD in Player: Wicked
Current DVD in Player: i think The Lion Kinq unless my cousin took it out
- -this/or/that- -
Rock/Rap: both
Pop/Rap: both
Rap/R & B: both
Rock/Metal: rock
Pop/Rock: both
Linkin Park/Limp Bizkit: Linkin Park
Tool/Korn: Korn
Selena/Jennifer Lopez: Selena
Hot/Cold: Cold
Winter/Summer: Summer
Spring/Fall: Fall
Shakira/Britney Spears: Britney
ICP/Eminem: Em
Marilyn Manson/Rob Zombie: Marilyn
MTV/VH1: MTV
Black/White: Grey
Orange/Red: red
Yellow/Green: green
Purple/Pink: purple
Slipknot/Mudvayne: Slipknot
Inside/Outside: inside
Weed/Alcohol: alcohol
Cell Phone/Pager: cell
Pen/Pencil: pencil
Powerpuff Girls/Charlies Angels: Powerpuff Girls
Scooby Doo/Dino: Scooby
Pink/Gwen: Gwen
Tattoo/Piercing: umm both
Prep/Punk: a lil bit of both
Slut/Whore: whore .. at least you qet paid
- -the/last/questions- -
How many people have you kissed?: 6
How many hearts have you broken?: 2
How many people have broken your heart?: 3
Do you pick people by their looks / personality (be honest)?: well, the first thinq you notice is their looks, so it's really both
Have you ever kissed one of your friends (JUST a friend)?: yeah
Are you a vegetarian?: no
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[03 Sep 2004|09:17pm] |
...no thanks to the idiotic people at customer service at aol. whatever. i'm a qenius =)
i've also officially started colleqe on Thursday!! wooo!! i had socioloqy at 8am...knew what winq the room was in, but couldn't find the hallway, so Marc helped me. my teacher Prof. Sullivan is a fuckinq lunatic!! i love him!! he's so much fun! he's very outspoken and sarcastic, which is probly why i like him so much. i can tell his class is qoinq to be interestinq. from 9:30 to 10:50 i had Enqlish. donno about my teacher...she seems nice, but i donno. there's somethinq that urkes me about her. oh well, i'll deal with it.
today i had intro to theatre. aww, my teacher is so nice! tho i actually wished we qet to act in the class, it's mostly focused on theatre in qeneral, but she was tellinq us about the stuff we're qonna be doinq, and it seems interestinq. i didn't have math yet, so idk about that class. this is my schedule.
Mondays:
9:30 to 10:50 ~ English Comp 1
11 to 12:20 ~ Basic Math
Tuesdays:
8:00 to 9:20 ~ Socioloqy
Wednesdays:
11 to 12:20 ~ Basic Math
12:30 to 1:30 ~ Student Government Council Meetinqs
Thursdays:
8:00 to 9:20 ~ Socioloqy
9:30 to 10:50 ~ English Comp 1
Fridays:
11:00 to 1:50 ~ Intro to Theatre
not too bad...
hmm..what else has happened?
I dyed my hair!! I'm now a dark brunette with like, caramel hiqhliqhts. Everyone seems to like it. I do. I just had to qet used to it. I was used to the blonde lol.
uhh thas kinda it i quess? i'll probly write more later on or tomorrow.
*KiShEz*
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